can i say "bloody shit"?

Aiyah... children's day coming so staff can volunteer to perform for the kids... but u all know me lah, i am someone who hates dancing and acting... and i really suck at those stuff.... so much so that i can't do any of that to save my life... then dunno who went to put my name on the list... like assume that because i am young and new i will be very 'ON'... worse still, i was left out of the mialing list. so when i found out about it i got a shock to see my name in the performers' list... i went to ask teh coordinator and requested for my name to be withdrawn. Everything was done very smoothly... but i just feel that somehow people expect me to do it and those faces that i see dun realli make me feel good. i dun like it. I mean it is a performace where we can choose who wants to be involved and who not so why must they MAKE me join? Cna't i not feel comfortable?! I am called to TEACH. Not perfrom or ACT. Heck the performance bonus or whatever kinds of incentives that may come alloong the way. I am not interested in any of that. Period.

I just need an avenue to vent my frustrations.